Since we last talked, I am no longer working both a day and a night job, when I was 20 years old I could do that and I did, but not in my old age, all I did was work and sleep. It was beating me up, so after 5 weeks or so of doing both, I ended it.
I'm sticking with Costco at the moment, they pay slightly better and hey it's during the day when most humans work so there, plus at the moment I am getting right around 40 hours a week so hopefully I am making enough to make ends meet, but it's close, very close.
I have some stocks left that I can sell, that would get me through a couple more months, but after that we may have to start making some tough decisions, like selling off the 401K, most of you probably say to this "DON'T DO IT!!" but hey when it's that or lose your house, guess which one wins....
Yeah so there's a big penalty so what, again when it's that or be homeless .... well there you go.
On the job front, I have started to branch out possibilities in other cities, and when I have had phone interviews on that I get the whole "you realize this position is in (wherever) and we are not offering any relocation" - and then I say yes I know this and we move on, nothing has come from that as of yet, but if it does and I have to move then so be it, I'd probably keep the house here and try to commute, I'd have to get a good amount of money to make that happen.
I don't have too much else to say at this moment, except I feel like I'm losing touch with everything, like I'm done with this life and it's time to try something else - not that I mean I am going to kill myself - but I'd like to try another life now, this one sucks, I had to charge food this week, that's not good, but it is what it is so there.
I'm not a political man by any means, but the other night I believe comedian Lewis Black said it best "we had a bunch of idiots in office, and now we just voted in a bunch of new idiots, and now nothing is going to get done at all", sad but true. Go Economy Go!!!!
MP
